Shadows
It's taken me ages to write this blog, mostly because it's so personal and deals with many of my shortcomings. Let me take you back a few years ago to when this first started. It began with me not being able to sleep. Now this is not unusual for fibromyalgia sufferers, in fact its quite common. But this was different. This was letting me sleep one maybe two hours a night and lasted for over two years. It affected every area of my life, to my pain levels, to my mental health, anxiety and depression. It literally broke me. After working with a fibromyalgia specialist for over a year, we finally got it sorted out, and my life began to make sense again. Now, this past September 2025 it started again. I have no idea why, nothing had changed in my life's circumstances, but here it was rearing it's ugly head again. I began to fall into the same circumstances as before, except worse. This time I was angry. I wanted to move back to BC to be by my children, and my anxiety didn...
