When You Feel Like You're Standing Alone
Yesterday, I received some devastating news. I guess I should have been expecting it, but I've been praying for God to heal our marriage for so long, I truly was shocked when my husband said he no longer wanted to be married to me. I do believe God can change hearts, but I also know He holds my future and wants what's best for me. My husband said I should have known. But I didn't. I believed God would heal my marriage and we'd work things out and our lives would go on. So here I am. Almost 65, feeling like my life has been torn apart, not knowing how I'll survive financially or where I can afford to live. Will I have to choose between groceries or meds? I honestly don't know. But here is what I do know ~ I serve a living God who loves me. (Romans 8:38-39) He promises in His word to provide for me. (Philippians 4:19) and even gave His life for me! (John 3:16) Am I still devasted? Oh yes, I am. The pain is deep and very raw. I feel broken. ...
